life being boring,nth to do,friends all busy,some no mood at all,when i nd them,wher are they?

uu all alway nt here for mii,nt even a single one,so why must i be such a nice person?

help uu all,y mus i??fuck mus be my character,zzz being helpful is good,bt over helpful = give ppl used,

or betray mii,its hurt to see thing turn out lidat, so tell mii wad should i do?

nth rite? i noe nth i can do, cus tis is jus mii , a useless fucker, a bastard a stupid guy!!

can advice others? bt yet ownself cant overcome!!!zzz kao i hate myself!!