sleepless
Friday, June 11, 2010
counted abt 48hrs nv sleep,
rest for few hrs nia..
grandpa.. i miss uu..
i blame myself for not coming fast enuff..
i am so sorry,
uu wanted to see mii..
i fail to do it..
suddenly i am lost in de dark..
as for baby,
i am seriously so sorry..
my mood is down..
i make uu worry..
i make uu cry..
i nv msg uu much..
cus i dun noe hw to tell uu..
cus i noe de more i say..
de more worry uu are..
uu are sick..
no one tell mii..
i noe it myself..
uu say uu will take care of urself..
i really hoep uu do..
cus i am worry abt uu..
n
i miss uu badly..
i nd uu badly..
as for Bytch..
i noe uu wil alway be ther if i nd a person..
tys ...my friend..
i am lost in my way.. n life..
baby i nd uu to lead mii =(
do uu feel like breaking down?
do uu ever feel out of place?
like somehw uu jus dun belong,
n no one understand uu
do uu ever wanna run away?
do uu lock urself in ur rm?
wif the radio on, turned up so loud
tat no one hears uu screaming
no uu dun noe wad it's like,
when nth feels rite,
uu dun noe wad it's like , to be like mi
to be hurt , to feel lost , to be left out in the dark
to be kicked, when uu're down
to feel like uu've been pushed around
to be on de edge of breaking down
when no one's there to save uu
no uu dun noe wad it's like
welcome to my life
are uu stuck inside a world uu hate?
are uu sick of everyone around?
with de big fake smile n stupid lies
well deep inside uu're bleedind..
tat mii